Chase Allen Berg

i remember when david and i moved into the duplex we were doing some painting cuz the place was kinda shitty. so one day, chase and i were upstairs painting. im not sure where david was. anyhoo... chase and i did more laughing than we did painting. im not sure but it might of had something to do with the fumes. chase was doing his redneck hillbilly voice. i dont remember what it was he was saying....i just remember how hard we were laughing. i miss his laugh so much. it was a very unique laugh and one you could never forget. i'd give anything to hear it one last time.........

 

i miss you little brother........

with the 4th of july coming up real fast...i remembered a few different memories. last year's 4th will be the most memorable cuz it was my last 4th of july with chase. he didnt stay for very long at the bonfire but he stayed long enough to do sparklers plus david nailed him with his paintball gun.  it left a huge welt forever. he may have still had it when he died.  the 4th was the one holiday that.....i guess you could say... belonged to me, chase, and david. we alwayz had bonfires at my moms and lit off many fireworks and did plenty of stupid things. one year, david accidently shot chase in the ass with a bottle rocket. he was pissed but i got a good laugh out of it at the time.   almost every 4th since david came into my life, him and chase would use the riding lawnmower as.....well... basically a 4wheeler i guess you could say. two years ago they were pulling table tops (which was fun to ride on) and lawn chairs and whatever they could find. the 4th is never gonna be the same for me without chase. this 4th is the first without him and im gonna try my hardest to make it through without him... 

i just thought of a memory tonight while i was helping my friend get ready for a rummage sale. one year while my family was having a rummage sale at my grandma's, we had a huge box on the street corner with our rummage sale sign on it. chase decided to go out there and crawl under the box. he randomly made the box move. people would just stare trying to figure out how the hell the box was moving. it was hillarious. i believe he was also wearing a plastic bag as a shirt and had some bags tied in his hair like a bow or something of the sort. also at one rummage sale, he hung a sign around his neck saying "as me about victoria's secret" which was rather humerous. there are pictures somewhere of him in the box. ill hafta find them and get them scanned and posted.

OMG LOL u are still making me laugh u little cracker jack  I had no idea till I just read Dicks memorie that u two were texting one another....haha thank god she knows better.  I made that comment cause it reminded me of my "rebel" days when i was younger and carefree......u two reminded me of me and my best friends going Def in cars with sub woofers bigger then our heads doing what we will call "stuff" lol. I had a bunch of fun with u guys on that ride home, even tho my ear drums were raddleing for a week and i couldnt hear straight for a month! You made me feel young and carefree and it was good to spend time with u guys...and i thought u dint like me thats why u werent talking...haha it was cause u were trying to talk my sister into talking me into getting stoned! LAMO.....*sigh* wish u were here to laugh about it with....miss u Chase. RIP

chase i miss you more than life itself. i hope you like the tat i got for you im sure u were laughin ur ass off up there when u saw me gettin it. the best memorys i have of chase are the ones we were alone together. i wish we could go sit out in the middle of no where in our secret spot and stare at the stars i miss it, i miss you, ill give up the time alone just to have u back. my favorite memory is when we went to angies wedding in eping together, we got all stoned the whole way there me in my "addicted' shirt that chase loved so much lol (it made him laugh every time id wear it) every one thought we were dating cuz we sat to gether the whole time giggling and apparently looking all lovey dovey   we were just stoned and we were always touchy feely, chase was with pretty much everyone. we had so much fun just being dorks lol. we ended up bringing my sister back from the wedding and she made a comment on the way back. Chase had an amazing system in his car as most of u know and we were listening to it like always lol  and my sister made a comment about she felt like she should be stoned or something and chase txtd me saying DO IT! load the bowl! i wana smoke with your sister! i wish i could have spent more time with him,  lol cause us being inseperable for how long wasnt good enough. i miss him terribly i wish he hadnt left me i wish i could have helped him more. he used to txt me all hrs of the day any time anything was wrong and i thought i was helping him but i guess i didnt do much good. but id do it all again if i had the chance. i just cant seem to get over him he was amazing and i still cant believe he is really gone.  no matter how hard i try it still affects me the same way it did when it happened i break down into tears and wish i could change it, do something differnt to make him stay to make him not go out there that day ugh im sorry im not good with my words so this may seem like a big jumble of words. but the point was chase was amazing and every memory i have of him is my favorite because we were always happy we were always care free and loving life

ya so i knew aabout chase all my life but i didnt meet him tell i moved back here.Chase was a kick ass guy i remember he was always smiling laughing n joking.  he could always get me to smile.  i think my favrit memory is when me  amy david and chase went swimming at the little mudy.  It was a freeking blast and david n chase swam accross to the othere side n back well on the way back his or davids foot hit something well they thought it was a traler but it was a work out bike... well if u kno chase n david you kno they would just havta poll it out so they did.... it was fun......Well my last memory was when chase stoped by to talk he got off work erly n stoped by we were srandin by my door talkin n i was laughing an everytime i think of him or bike by his grave i ddont cry i ssmile bcuz ik thats what he would want is for us all to smile an share his memory...  * oh dude hey dude dude no dude duuuuuuuuuuuuuude hey dude I Love you chase rest in pace

so yesterday i remmebered a memory i had long forgotten

i saw this dog come threw drive through

and it reminded me of everytime that i went to chases moms house out of town with him

there was this neighbor dog that always ran around

and me well im afraid of dogs i dont know cuz ive been attacked by many before..

anyway i started like screaming and almost cried when i saw the dog

so chase came and picked me up and carried me inside!

and he would do that same thing every single time he saw we saw the dog

no questions asked

the first thing david, chase and i did when we got to bismarck for my dad's heart surgery was stop at burger king and got some food. of course chase had to have a crown and the future whopper eater bib. while we were there, chase stated very loudly for all to hear in burger king, that he was the whopper king. he could be so embarrassing sometimes      but i still love him and miss him more than anything!